Why Am I Constantly Feeling Angry These Days? The Funny Part Is, I Wasn’t Angry Before
I mostly start my day by running and exercising, but things are different these days, and I am suffering from a viral fever.
It took me 15 days to recover from this viral fever, and with all the pressure and chaos in my life, I’ve started having anger issues. People around me are just messed up—they don’t respect others’ dignity, and some things have really been bothering me lately, so my mind’s been reacting.
I’ve realized one thing: even when you help people and treat them like family, they never stay loyal or friendly. They see the world through their own messed-up lens instead of appreciating how others treat them.
I was happy before, and even now I’m happy, but there’s a huge difference in my happiness. I’ve realized you’re all alone, even after doing so much for people and making things work. People still blame you for everything.
Never mind, this is my personal blog—not the place to whine about people’s lousy behavior toward me. But all this has made me angry deep down, and now, even when I talk normally, people think I’m pissed off. Nothing I can do about it.
Realizing all my mistakes, owning them, and forgiving myself for trusting the wrong people, I’ve decided to start over from zero.
Life’s too short to argue, even with yourself. I’ve seen how people from our nation and religion were killed in Pahalgam while on vacation, never imagining something like that could happen to them. But who knows what tomorrow brings?
I’ve realized I’m a slightly different person now. I don’t want anyone in my life who’s just there to use me. Those kinds of people hurt you mentally and then blame you for being kind when everyone else treated them like crap.
So, let’s make a fresh start. Time to finish what I began ages ago, but still haven’t wrapped up.
What else happened in those days?
I don’t want to dwell on this stuff—it just makes me angry. I’m writing this post because I haven’t given myself any time lately and haven’t even touched my diary in months. I took on a challenge to write daily, but I can’t even stick to it because I’m swamped with work. And one more thing: when I needed people the most, they bailed on me. Like the old saying goes, a true friend is there for you in tough times.
The one who ditches you in tough times isn’t your true friend. And that’s exactly what went down.
So let's recover together, and I will recover this blog as well.
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